"You cannot miss what you have never had."
- Eldest (Eragon)
I am here,
Now all alone and still here.
What’s with you?
What’s with me?
What’s with us?
I missed you,
Wherever I watched at, wherever I went.
Do you understand?
Being without you,
Not able to:
The beat in my heart is just not there.
“I will be with you”,
So will be my only wish.
But deep inside my body,
Inside my brain and my heart,
I just know about the future - our future.
Because there is not a future of ours -
I am forever alone!
Made by me.
Someone who does not wish these thoughts.